You carry on with your work for a while but it is not going in to your brain as it is thinking about the situation with your boyfriend. You see your guitar in the corner and think it would be calming to play it for a few minutes.

While strumming away you can’t help but think about the situation.

• Is it his entire fault?
• Do I have to look at my own actions?
• Why can’t he just trust me?
• Is it worth all this hassle?
• Will things ever be normal between us?
• He is really mental but am I just as mental?
• Do I need to calm down and just talk to him?
• Can I stand to talk to him at the moment?

Do you:

1. Decide that the relationship is not worth all of this bullshit and that you need an Italian stallion that is a lot more mentally stable?
2. Decide to give your boyfriend a missed call on his mobile so he can ring you and say sorry to you and you can tell him you love him?
3. Decide the best way out of this situation is just to hire a hit-man to kill him?